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QUESTION:
DO YOU HEAR VOICES?
ANSWER: No, I don't hear voices, I feel voices. IT's like the words invade my soul, my fingers start to type or my hand automatically moves across the paper.
QUESTION: DO YOU FEEL LIKE YOU ARE BLESSED OR CURSED?
ANSWER: Honestly? Both. Sometimes people will come to me and say, "thank you, you captured my son's soul or my sister's spirit on paper, I shall cherish this always, I feel blessed. Other times, when someone looks at me wide-eyed and says "OMG, you are a channeller, and they get this really scared look in their eyes, I feel cursed. As if maybe I have done something wrong.
QUESTION: DO YOU FEEL CONFUSED? OR SOMETIMES ANGRY? AND WHO AT?
ANSWER: yes, yes, and I don't know.
QUESTION: HAVE YOU WANTED TO SAY SOMETHING TO SOMEONE ABOUT SOMETHING YOU FELT, BUT WERE AFRAID TO?
ANSWER: YES
QUESTION: DOES IT SCARE YOU?
ANSWER: Yes, and no. Yes, in the fact that sometimes you don't know what to say exactly, and no, sometimes you know exactly what has to be said.
QUESTION: HAS IT AFFECTED YOUR PERSONAL LIFE?
ANSWER: Definitely, of course it has.
QUESTION: WHAT HAS BEEN YOUR SCARIEST EXPERIENCE?
ANSWER: There have been many. For example, when I was 13 I knew my great grandfather was going to die. I told my mother. She told me to keep my mouth shut about it. That I had inherited the family curse. It scared the living daylights out of me. He died the next day. I didn't tell a soul other than my mother.
QUESTION: DO YOU ALWAYS KNOW?
ANSWER: NO, AND I AM GLAD I DON'T.
QUESTION: WHO DO YOU WORK FOR? DO YOU WORK FOR GOD?
ANSWER: DEFINITELY, I BELIEVE I AM A MESSENGER INTENDING TO BRING PEACE AND HARMONY TO THOSE IN SORROW. THRU MY WRITING.
QUESTION: HAVE YOU BEEN TESTED FOR SCHIZOPHRENIA?
ANSWER: YES, I PASSED WITH FLYING COLORS, I AM JUST ME. NO DUEL ALTERS. NO WEIRDO'S TELLING ME TO GO OUT AND DO BAD THINGS. THAT IS WHY I THINK I WORK FOR GOD.
QUESTION: DO YOU CONSIDER YOUSELF AN ANGEL?
ANSWER: No. I consider myself a messenger. I make too many mistakes to be an angel.
Question: BUT IF WORK FOR GOD, WHY DO YOU MAKE MISTAKES?
ANSWER: Because I am human.
QUESTION: HOW DID YOU KNOW GUS HAD A HORSE NAMED EAGLE?
ANSWER: I DIDN'T. THE WORD EAGLE CAME TO ME AS I WAS WRITING THE POEM.
QUESTION; SOME OF YOUR ANSWERS ARE IN CAPS. DOES THAT MAKE THEM MORE SIGNIFICANT THAN OTHERS?
ANSWER: I DON'T KNOW, PROBABLY NOT, I JUST FORGOT TO TAKE THE CAPS BUTTON OFF. SEE, I TOLD YOU, I MAKE MISTAKES.
QUESTION: DO YOU CONSIDER YOURSELF A PHYSIC?
ANSWER: BEATS THE HELL OUT OF ME. I DON'T THINK SO, I JUST THINK OF MYSELF AS A MESSENGER.
QUESTION: YOUR MOTTO IS A LITTLE DIFFERENT, COULD YOU PLEASE EXPLAIN IT?
ANSWER: JUST AS THE GIFTS HAVE BEEN GIVEN, SO SHALL THE BREAD BE GIVEN TOO. IN OTHER WORDS GOD, THE GREAT I AM, THE GREAT SPIRIT WILL PROVIDE. USE YOUR GIFTS WISELY AND HE WILL PROVIDE. I HAVE NEVER GONE HUNGRY, OR DID WITHOUT. I ALWAYS HAD A ROOF OF SOMEKIND OVER MY HEAD, AND YET I UNDERSTAND SOMEHOW OR OTHER WHAT THOSE WITHOUT A ROOF IS GOING THRU.
QUESTION: ISN'T THAT A LITTLE CONFUSING?
ANSWER: TO SAY THE LEAST.
QUESTION: HAVE YOU TRIED TO GET HELP MENTALLY FOR THIS?
ANSWER: YES AND GOT DUAL RESPONSES. ONE DORCTOR TOLD ME THAT THERE WAS NO WAY IN HELL THAT I COULD HAVE GONE THRU WHAT I HAVE BEEN THRU, AND STILL BE STANDING.
ANOTHER SAID, "I AM NOT SUPPOSED TO TELL YOU THIS, HOWEVER THERE IS SOMETHING IN YOUR EYES AND THE WAY YOU READ THAT POEM THAT TELLS ME YOU ARE DEFINITELY FOR REAL AND ON THE RIGHT TRACK.
QUESTION: HAVE YOU EVER WANTED TO BE A PARANORMAL INVESTIGATOR?
ANSWER: Yes, but it hasn't happened. I don't contact them, my angels or quardians, they contact me. I don't need to go chasing ghosts, so to speak.
QUESTION: DO YOU PRAY?
ANSWER: CONSTANTLY
QUESTION: IS THIS YOUR WAY OF COMING OUT OF THE CLOSET, SO TO SPEAK?
ANSWER: YEAH, I GUESS IT IS.
QUESTION: IF THERE WAS ONE PERSON IN THIS WORLD YOU WOULD LIKE TO MEET, WHO WOULD IT BE?
ANSWER: There are two. JOHN EDWARD and Lisa Williams.
QUESTION: DO YOU THINK IT WILL EVER HAPPEN, YOU MEETING THEM?
ANSWER: Probably not, but I can always hope.
Last Question: HOW DO YOU COPE WITH IT?
ANSWER: BY TAKING BABY STEPS, BY BELIEVING IN GOD, BY LIVING FOR THE DAY. BY PRAYING. BY BEING ME, WHAT GOD INTENDED FOR ME TO DO. EVEN THO IT DOES GET FRUSTRATING, I KNOW THAT THERE IS A LOT MORE TO THE WORLD THAN MEETS THE NAKED EYE. AND BY BELIEVING IN MYSELF.
IT'S TIME FOR SLEEP NOW, THESE WRITING SESSIONS WEAR ME OUT.
A.J. ANGERSTEIN
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